Death

A word of immense power
At the time of the dark hour
It brings us constant fears
And gives other many tears

It is inexorable.
Nor it ain't predictable
It hangs on us like a knife
Ready to take our life

Beyond it no one's seen
What could this mean?
Is there heaven or hell?
Is there God and his magic spell?

Words unspoken

Your always telling me to leave you
But my life will then be the darkest hue
'Cause without you, my life's blue
I love you and just and only you...

You think your hurting me
Sometimes, it stings like a bee
But, I always want to be "we"
'Cause we were meant to be..

I'm a success when your by my side
Then all my problems and pain hide
On the right path, you will guide
Your everything for me, I decide..

With you, I want to be forever
Never want to leave you, ever
I'm not losing you this time around
'Cause my love for you has no bound..

Just sometimes

Sometimes you’re hurt. Sometimes you’re ditched. Sometimes you’re betrayed. Sometimes you’re used.Sometimes you’re shared. Sometimes your treated shitty. Sometimes you’re shouted at. Sometimes you’re the reason for fights. And sometimes you’re the entire cause of the fight. Sometimes you’re the cause of their sadness. Sometimes you’re laughed at.  Sometimes you’re teased. Sometimes you’re taunted. Sometimes you’re blackmailed. Sometimes you’re played with. Sometimes you’re cheated. Sometimes you’re wrong. Sometimes you lose. Sometimes you’re blamed. Sometimes you’re made to cry. Sometimes you’re forbidden. Sometimes you’re forgotten. Sometimes you are hated. Sometimes you are unfortunate for people. Sometimes you just have bad luck. Sometimes everything is wrong. Sometimes you’re helpless. Sometimes you feel like dying. Sometimes you feel like running away. Sometimes you forget the worth of living…

But sometimes, just sometimes, there are moments which overcome all these negativities. Which make us thrive to live. When someone becomes close to you. When someone forgives you. When someone loves you. When someone says your right. When someone says you’re the perfect one. When someone says you’re their lucky charm. When someone says your smile is awesome. When someone says your smile is a way of brightening up their day. When someone loves the way you live your life. When someone is jealous of your beauty. When someone hurts you. When someone truly compliments you.

When you realize that no matter how many problems you have, the happiness you get after it… is worth it!

Another Test Of Life

It seems like just yesterday I entered this hostel. But reality proves me wrong. The year that commenced is now about to end.Once I was a new student to these classrooms, these corridors, these stairs, the eating halls and the most of all, our dorms. The day of my admission till today has been a long, but fast journey. Time ticked away and I didn't even realize. The thoughts that came to me on the first day, make me wonder how I managed to survive till date. Leaving my parents for the first time in my life, staying in a building with people of only the feminine gender, with the food of a weekly tasteless boring routine and devoid of electrical gadgets. I laugh about all these thoughts, but maybe I am actually proud I made it through. I have no regrets and no complaints excepting the people. 

They say when you enter the real world, you'll understand why your sweet home is actually so sweet. The people here have been a tiny trailer of hell. From the teachers to the wardens to the staff and to the friends. So difficult to understand but so easy to pretend.
The number of my friends here have failed to elevate my number of fights. I've been hurt, I've been insulted, I've been mistaken and I've made mistakes, I've been misunderstood and I've even been cruelly criticized. I cried and sometimes gave up and other times I gave in. But I learned to move on in life.
No matter how bad life has been with me out here, the little percent of my good luck overpowered my sadness. This year was a memorable one for me even with its flaws. For teaching me how to be independent in life. For making me a stronger person. For making me meet such varied personalities. For giving me my best buddy back. For letting me pass in my test of patience with flying colors. Studies will always be studies.That will always be in the syllabus of all my tests of life. But the feelings, the experiences, the moments and the memories, the people and the environment from my new syllabus as they are ever-so-changing. A new test every day.

Days kept on passing, the pages in the calendar kept on reducing, the year is becoming old and my 15^th year on Earth is nearing to an end. One college year is near to over, but another is yet to commence.

Slowly, my wings of independence and freedom are spreading. I’m becoming a big girl, emerging from experiences and incidents.

Life’s not easy, nor is it too difficult. But, I have learnt one thing in my life. People come and go, no matter how tight you hold on to them. Only a few stay with you forever. And only their words spoken and the memories shared are left with you. It hurts to leave something, especially when you know it’s the only thing you love. But the truth always hurts. Moving on is the only solution… 

My Soul Sister

She's the angel of my life
Sometimes gives the pain of a knife
And makes me laugh the most
We're perfect like butter and toast.

We pull each other's hair
For each other, the most we care
Her mistakes, I take up
For lying or breaking a cup.

She's growing up real fast
But her childishness will last
For me, she's my little princess
Even though she's a mess.

I am nothing without her
I love being her big sister
She's my cutie cute pie
And I swear that's not a lie..

The Reason is You....

Your voice makes me smile
Thinking 'bout you all the while
I don't know what to feel
But, I do know this love is real.

Everyday without you
I just don't know what to do
Always lost in your thought
About all the memories we shot

I need no one else for me
Except you, we were meant to be
You fill the emptiness in my heart
With you, I will never part.

The lines we said to each other
Made us spend more time together
You make me fall in love everyday
You are in my life, forever to stay...